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melissawootutu
02 December 2011 @ 02:50 pm
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melissawootutu
12 November 2011 @ 09:15 am


Thank God for this livejournal app on my iPod. I need somewhere to rant and since twitter has a letter capacity of 140 and Facebook is just so passé, this seems like the best choice.

I've been so upset lately, I don't even know why. Do you get me, no? That feeling of sadness you get without any reason, like you miss someone you never met? Like this choking feeling inside of you where your heart literally hurts (okay this is most likely my heart contractions but it only happens when I'm sad). It's like, I'm okay as long as I'm not alone. I hate this feeling, but what do we do when we're so down in the dumps? We smile, yea we smile and be happy, because so many people are just waiting for your guard to be down to come right in and attack you.

Anyway, other than all this oh-too-frequent feelings of sadness, life has been good, and I'm so glad the holidays are finally here. Today's my first official day of holidays and I'm pretty darn tired from last night.

Xoxo,
Melissa :)

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melissawootutu
25 September 2011 @ 05:18 pm

Ever since the start of the year, I've become so lazy. I used to be so hardworking, I don't even know what happened. It's like one day I woke up and decided to never ever hit my books anymore. Gonna really and try intensive this week, hope my plans don't fail. Attempt to cramp a whole year of knowledge into a week? Yeah I'll try. Please please please, I wanna do well.

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melissawootutu
17 September 2011 @ 11:26 am
refusetobeordinary:<br/><br/>the notess O.O
So much built-in emotion, I don't know how to feel anymore. You know the feeling when something that isn't supposed to affect you, does? When a phase you thought has passed comes haunting back? When you can't understand why out of the billions of people in the world, you're always the one suffering? And even when all this is happening, you still have to keep your guard up because there are a thousand people just waiting to push you deeper into the ground when you're not aware.

I hate feeling so yucky, trust me, I really do. But this happens all the time I'm almost used to it. Yes, being miserable. Doesn't this sound pathetic? So young yet so broken, I shouldn't be this way. But I can't help it, and I believe time will sort everything out, and I'll be on my pathway to being fine again. But for now, just stay strong and keep moving forward.

Xoxo,
Melissa

 
 
melissawootutu
07 September 2011 @ 08:46 pm



Headed to Malacca over the weekend, it was a great break and despite falling ill, I really enjoyed myself. There are images of the night market and everything, but I'm really so lazy to post up everything. Maybe my next entry? 

Okay it's lazy day so I promise I'll post up soon.

xoxo